NEXT STOP – ALL CHANGE
Some good advice from Dominika tonight regarding the Warsaw Paintings when she expressed just how tame they appear in comparison to past work - Something I suspected but had been avoiding to address for fear of not producing!
The fact that they hold up technically, and in some way possess enough strength to convince most, just doesn’t disguise the fact that the difference between merely producing something competent and doing something with the subject matter in question is vast! To date, it all feels too much like pissing in the wind… Just when the hell is it going to click..? All clearly easier said than done.., and considering the lucid thoughts and mental pictures I have regarding the issue quite simply doesn’t tally with the stuff I’ve produced so far, then I’ve only myself to blame! If I was to be brutally honest however, then bloody money problems continue to pray on the mind, But, it’s a double edged sword innit – get work – no more money worries – teach English – no more painting..! And, matters of the heart aside, then what am I supposed to be here for..?
Anyway, ‘Establish your own Frame’, I was told tonight, and of course Dominika’s right, but in fairness I’ll perhaps need to go around the block a few times over the forthcoming months to get there… After a useful break planned for the next few days however - no more piss-farting about – at this particular juncture it’ll be all change with no holds barred!
The fact that they hold up technically, and in some way possess enough strength to convince most, just doesn’t disguise the fact that the difference between merely producing something competent and doing something with the subject matter in question is vast! To date, it all feels too much like pissing in the wind… Just when the hell is it going to click..? All clearly easier said than done.., and considering the lucid thoughts and mental pictures I have regarding the issue quite simply doesn’t tally with the stuff I’ve produced so far, then I’ve only myself to blame! If I was to be brutally honest however, then bloody money problems continue to pray on the mind, But, it’s a double edged sword innit – get work – no more money worries – teach English – no more painting..! And, matters of the heart aside, then what am I supposed to be here for..?
Anyway, ‘Establish your own Frame’, I was told tonight, and of course Dominika’s right, but in fairness I’ll perhaps need to go around the block a few times over the forthcoming months to get there… After a useful break planned for the next few days however - no more piss-farting about – at this particular juncture it’ll be all change with no holds barred!
posted by The Slide at 5:05 pm
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